Not long ago we had to write an essay
about the books we read in class (A Small Place & Holy Cow) and the movie
we saw (A Room with a View); I would’ve posted the essay but it was like five
pages long and I hate extremely long blog posts. The professor informed us a bit after we
handed in the essay that she was going to pick 10 essays to be presented at a
student conference. She picked three people from my group composed of five (Go
Witty Jetsetters!), but one of them stepped down from that position. I
initially didn’t get picked and I was glad that I didn’t have to speak in front
of a small crowd, but then at the end I was informed that I was picked to be
the moderator. I agreed to be the moderator but was having second thoughts.
The weekend before the conference I
was reflecting and thinking long and hard whether I should be the moderator. I hate
speaking English in front of a crowd (self-conscious about my pronunciation), a
little less self-conscious around people I know (like my friends or my class).
After giving it much thought I decided that it would be best if I resigned, not
only because I get really nervous speaking in front of a crowd, but because I
had a few exams and a lot of work due that week and the stress was not helping.
The professor seemed a bit disappointed but she understood where I was coming
from. She got a replacement from the class and everything was back on track
(never really got off-track, but yeah).
The conference was at 1:00pm sharp and
I had no other class that day. I set the alarm for like 10:00am that day since
I have to get ready and then take the bus & train to get to the university.
I woke up at around 11:30am… I tried my best to get ready and catch a bus by 12:00pm
but the bus came at around 12:20pm, at that point I knew it was too late since
the conference would’ve started way before I got there. Even though I didn’t go
to the conference, I had confidence my classmates were going to do great
(specially the 2 from my group since they have an awesome way with words). The
next class after the conference the professor congratulated them on a job well
done and they got a well-deserved round of applause.

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